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Published in this series

The Making of an African Communist: Edwin Thabo Mofutsanyana and the Communist Party of South Africa, 1927–1939 Robert Edgar

Writing Left: The Radical Journalism of Ruth First Donald Pinnock

50 Years of the Freedom Charter Raymond Suttner & Jeremy Cronin

Rebellion and Uproar: Makhanda and the Great Escape from Robben Island, 1820 Julia Wells The Guardian: The History of South Africa’s Extraordinary Anti-Apartheid Newspaper James Zug

‘Deaf Me Normal’: Deaf South Africans Tell Their Life Stories Ruth Morgan (ed)

The Corner People of Lady Selborne John Mojapelo

I Listen, I Hear, I Grow: The Autobiography of Ramaphakela Hans Hlalethwa Ramaphakela Hans Hlalethwa

Christianity and the Colonisation of South Africa, 1487–1883. A Documentary History, Vol I Charles Villa-Vicencio & Peter Grassow Christianity and the Modernisation of South Africa, 1867–1936. A Documentary History, Vol II John W. de Gruchy

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Foreword

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PART 1: 1994

1 Robben Island revisited

PART 2: 1982 – 1990

11 13 36 44 49 60 67 69 75 81 83 87 93

2 To Vilakazi Street, Soweto 3 Crossing the Rubicon 4 My suburban bridgehead

5 The African Bank 6 One for the road

PART 3: 1943 – 1963

7 Sontaha ya Mehlolo : A Sunday in March 1963

8 Bekkersdal 9 Growing pains

10 My political awakening

11 The initiation

12 The betrayal: Number Four Prison

13 Welcome to my farm. Welcome to the party

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14 Journeying to Robben Island

15 The reception

PART 4: 1963 – 1967

16 Robben Island, Prisoner Number 837/63 17 Unzima lomthwalo (This burden is heavy)

18 Christmas on the Island

19 The melting pot

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21 My B trumpet

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PART 5: 1967 – 1970

173 175 180 190 203

22 Goodbye Robben Island

23 ‘ By ministerial order, you are banished’

24 Chloe sisal plantation

25 This could be a new beginning

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209 211 217 222 235 237 241 250 254 265 272 277 291 293

26 Unstoppable, a new man 27 Picking up the pieces 28 Searching for a career

Part 7: 1976 – 1982

29 You are a free man, Gaby

30 Midwest, USA

31 American discoveries 32 I stumble into banking 33 ‘ Welcome to New York City’ 34 A look into the future 35 On Broadway with the stars

Part 8: 1990 – 2009

36 A summing up: of this and no other soil

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A1: (top) Neville Alexander who served 10 years on the Island and I on a nostalgic trip back, 1994 A2: (left) Nelson Mandela, Dr Aubrey Nchaupe, Gaby Magomola and Deputy Chief Justice Dikgang Moseneke

on the historic visit to Robben Island in 1994

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A3: Receiving Dr Aubrey Nchaupe in the memorable journey back to Robben Island, July 1994

A4: 40 years later, the Robben Island Museum is celebrated. With me is Ahmed Kathrada, who served 26 years with President Mandela, and Judge Dikgang Moseneke, 10 years

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